Not because I'm tired - I've been getting enough sleep. But because when you're asleep, you don't feel pain, and I have this nagging, deep-seated ache we call "period pain". We should really call it, "period agony" . . . I think that's a little more realistic. So yeah, I'm in a fair amount of pain, and it's making me grumpy, and I want to nap because sleeping people don't feel pain, and also, the warmth of bed would most likely help with the pain.

I got lucky,...

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Daylight savings is a stupid idea. I mean, not that I'm going to lose any sleep over it, that's not my nature. But it's a damned stupid concept. Let's move an hour, to make the days seem longer! You know what? Let's not. The only thing we change is the damn clocks. Cows still need milking at the same time, etcetera, etcetera. It's just a stupid idea. And we have a weirdly long daylight-saving period here since a couple of years ago, when they decided to shift the changes from roughly March and labour-weekendish...

Gets out of bed at 07:50am, decides it's too frigging cold, goes back to bed, and eventually breakfasts around 10:00am.

The weather threatens, so she has not gone to the gym, but oh, she wants to - she just doesn't want to get soaked in transit. She misses her car.

She desperately wants to poop, but the last couple of times, her flatmate has gone into the toilet straight after her, and said, "woah, did you do a shit?", even though she has used toilet-spray...

How come I feel like this how come people are so rude to me. I cant handle this anymore. I just feel so low. Someone said to me on here that I am attention seeking I am not doing this for attention this is how I feel. no one understands me. I just cant do this anymore. I just feel so alone and all these other feelings all at once and I cant handle them all anymore. I just cant how come life is just so unfair to me. I feel like I dont deserve to be happy. I feel like everyone would be better off...

So I didn't take my meds in to my appointment with my keyworker.

And it was probation who narked on me.

Jens (my psychiatrist) came into my appointment to briefly assess what's going on. He said I'm not sleeping enough and I'm going far too fast - basically I'm still elevated - and he would really like me to be taking my medication. I told him it's not going to happen. He said, well what if you get depressed again? And I said, then I'll start taking it again. So he's...

So.

Some yellow-bellied cur has narked on me. Some rapscallion worthy of digestion in the stomach pit of the abyssal wyrm. Indeed.

The important thing, is to find out who. And once I find out who, then with that person, I am no longer friends.

I received a call from a withheld number at 08:04AM this morning, so I answered, and it was Judy, asking me to bring in all the medication I haven't taken. I said I would, but then after I hung up, I thought, you...

Well, yesterday was interesting. Sort of. So Leisa finally got us our waste-water pipe, and I was basically dancing around the house going "yaaay". We did a load of towels and it was all good, so I assumed I was safe to do the first (of many) load of my own washing. Anywho, we both left the house. Me, because yesterday was Mum's birthday and I was going over to visit her, and Sam, because she wanted to go to Southmall. Well, whatever.

I was almost at the Otahuhu bus depot,...

I am so sad today i am tired of hanging on everyone says the know i can do it cause I dont think I can. everyone is telling me to stay strong well it is hard to be strong. I keep on caving I keep on giving in to the thoughts and I dont want to but the urges are just so bad and they just keep on getting worse. I am trying so hard to hang on for everyone else but I just dont want to do it anymore. I have never been this sad the urges have never been this bad. I just want to give in. I am tired of...