Yeah, still there.

Land lady came over. Said she's going to have to give me a written warning, and if it happens again I'm out. It's not happening again. I'm just glad I still have a place to stay.

I just have to wait and see what mental health says I guess.

At least the land lady was fair. She didn't yell at me, she didn't beat around the bush, she just said it like it is. So I've sent Mum another e-mail to explain that I still have a place to stay....

I have a minute amount of glass in my pinky finger. Too small for me to get out, so hopefully it will go away on its own.

I spent most of today walking. I consumed a lot of water, a cup of tea, and a banana. I cleared up the carnage. I walked more. Trish yelled at me and made me feel even worse. Trish isn't even one of my workers, she's one of Sam's, and I don't think she had the right to swear at me, no matter what happened.

The landlord isn't happy. Trish said "we're...

Just got out of bed, have to post this now.

Last night I lit a fire in our recycling bin. Excellent to watch. Needless to say, the bin is no more. My flatmate called the fire service, the police, the crisis team, and Leisa.

The police said if they were called back I would be arrested for reckless endangerment but at that time they weren't going to do anything. The fire service said that at least there was nothing malicious about the fire - as in, I wasn't trying to...

E & I fought for the first time last night. At first it was just a stupid habit of mine that was annoying him, but it quickly morphed into something worse. He told me that my sadness is hurting him, and our relationship. I’ve been asking about whether or not it was bothering him recently, and he always denied being in any emotional pain what so ever. When I asked what had changed, he said...

So last night, 12 hours in bed. Not all of them sleeping (obviously), but I didn't haul ass out of bed until after 11:30am. Much like yesterday. And I still have that half awake/eyelids feel heavy feeling.

My cat was being very cuddly this morning. I enjoy him, he's an excellent feline. He curled up on my shoulder whilst I was laying in bed so I spent a while laying with my face in a furball. He's a very good smelling furball.

I went for walkies on the hard shoulder...

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Well, in other news, my cellphone just died last night. As in, it ran out of battery, but then, after being charged, it never turned on again. It is now in many, many pieces courtesy of my hammer, because to be honest, replacing it with a cheap phone is much cheaper than paying for it to fixed.

And anyway. So I got up this morning (just), and tried to eat breakfast. I managed about half my bowl of cereal before feeling too sick to continue. I'm not hungry in the slightest to be completely...

So, my flatmate is using my laptop to do Zumba. I don't mind at all, I downloaded it years ago and to be honest I'm just glad that someone's actually using it. As a result, I'm writing this entry on my iPod.

Last night I got completely, totally, absolutely shit-faced. It. Was. Awesome. Luke came over, Maria didn't because she's lame, and our neighbour Poleta came over instead. So we spent a few hours drinking, I had somewhere between eight and ten drinks. We also got very, very stoned,...

I fucking quit I am done. I cant do this anymore. I am so sad. I dont know what to do anymore. I just think it would be best if I quit on everything. I dont know what else to do it seems like the only reasonable answer. I cry myself to sleep every night I dont know what else to do. I am sitting here crying in class. I dont find joy in anything anymore. All my friends know there is something wrong but when they ask me I just ignore them. I dont talk much anymore cause I am scared everytime I try...

Last week I had a job interview for Matalan (clothes/homeware shop for those of you who are deprived ) and I got the job! It's going to be 8+ hours a week until Christmas, and then they'll decide if they want to keep me on or not. Funny since, when the trainer person was showing the group of us around the store and pointing things out, I was looking at the homeware we walked past and thinking how reasonably priced it is and that I'd totally shop in there when I move out.

Now, less...