Sitting here thinking about everything, realising that I have practically nothing. What's the point when I have no reason to be here anymore. Everything is such a struggle, no one cares anymore, I try to talk to people and get nothing.
There's nothing left for me..nothing that I want anymore..I think it's about time I went

Well, I went to the gym both yesterday and today. Legs day, arms day, if I go tomorrow, it will be abs day. But, tomorrow Leisa invited me to the CLS game thingummy up at the Gardens and I said I'd go (could be fun), my flatmate gets home from respite tomorrow (yay for a short stay), and I want to give blood tomorrow afternoon which involves magicking myself to middlemore hospital before 2:00pm.

I'm a little worried about my state of mind. I was just looking at the objects to the...

That and i also cant post today .....:c

So Jordan and I haven't been getting along to greatly. I'm starting to think maybe we won't last like I want us to. Its really sad to think we have been with each other this long and still can't hold it together in hopes that everything will get better after the baby. I know we argue sometimes, but its never been this bad. I think that if we break up, it needs to be over with, and I need to do whats best for the baby and I. I have no clue. We have been together so long, and I know it would be so...

Well, technically today was Labour Day, but as I have no work to be absent from, it was just another Monday. Except Dad and Lyn invited us to catch the train into town with them, so we did that, and had lunch at Britomart. It was a good way to kill most of the day, far better than the lengths we had to resort to in the rain yesterday.

I washed my sheets - finally - I haven't changed my sheets for a couple of months, but because we only recently got our washing machine functioning...

I had a really amazing week in England with my family. I did archery with my brother, my mum and I dominated at bowling, we all sucked at soft tennis, and by that time I was shattered so I sat with my kindle while my parents and brother played badminton.
I swear the main reason I go there is the food. Curly fries, nachos, sausage and mash with the best onion gravy in the world, pancakes. The list is endless and it's freaking amazing.
Dad even bought me a bottle of Cherry Sourz from...

today i had some issues with my parents, i was upset over something stupid (just the very principal made me quite angry and down) then I go rant to my mother about it and she ends up making me look bad and this makes me very stressed.....i don't think i can confide in my parents anymore (we have had several distrusting incidents). Tommarow is sunday, dont get me wrong i love God but church makes me feel guilty and bad about myself its a emotional rollercoster sunday is...
-Zane

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I might fix it later idks I'm not to worried about it atm