Yeah, 4 days TH was down for. I don't blame anyone, I just find that blogging helps me, so I've been waiting for it to come back online.

On the 19th, Chris Jonkers died in a motorcycle accident. I found out through facebook on Tuesday evening. His funeral is at Waikumete Cemetery on Friday at 2:00pm. I need to find out if I can move my appointment with Judy (which is meant to be 12:30 - 1:30 this week), and if Lyn would be willing to drive me there. I need to find these things out...

I've had several emails of people on this sight judging me, k so here goes, I'm 15 my mum died when I was 13, with the stress if her dieing I went off the scales, I lost my virginity and then I couldn't stop getting drunk with my friend and having sex with everything that moves,my grades went down rapidly. I lost all respect for myself every weekend I stayed at a guys house, schooldays I was out usually at my friends oftenly just at a random guys house, I just didn't want to go back to the memories...

I had a mental breakdown last night.

I cut myself a little bit and really wanted to do it a lot more. I wanted to see the blood and do what I had to to release the anxiety and that heavy feeling on my heart. I only did a little bit but knew I had to refrain before I got myself into trouble with my parents.

So what do I do? I call a hotline. The self harm hotline was closed so I called the suicide hotline because well, I was in danger of cutting too much or too deep...

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Some stuff got crossed of my "waiting to be done" list.

Bedroom - unnaturally clean. Everything has been tidied/put away/now has the surface showing. So two desks - now with accesible desk tops. Two chests of drawers (one's big, one small), now with much less junk being displayed. Two bookshelves, pretty much the same because I'm fairly tidy about my book storage. Plus I put my clean clothes away. And I even vaccuumed. It kept me busy for about three hours yesterday afternoon,...

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Yes, still exhausted.
Showered and brushed my teeth last night though, and need to clean my bedroom over the weekend.

Texted my Dad to find out if he's still taking us to the fireworks display, no answer so I rang his place, no answer so I rang Mum's - my younger brother answers - "Are you in hospital? Or that other place? Or - " and I'm like, "I'm at home, I just want to talk to Mum!". Ffs, he's such an arsehole. Anyway, it turns out, younger brother has...

Okay, I'm in a bad mood now. As usual, it's all thanks to mother.

So tonight, I finally got around to getting my traditional Japanese wooden shoes (geta) out of my closet, along with the matching Japanese socks. I put them on, and then I put on the kimono dress Jon bought me. No pants, just the dress, which cuts off just above the knee. Jon has been asking me to try it and see how it looks with the traditional shoes and socks, and I thought it was cute. I went to my mom's room to...

This week has been horrible,i've been in such a bad mood. I have snapped at the people I care about. I've been feeling so bad. They've been really understanding though. This has just been at school, at home my parents think im oh so happy and doing good. But no. Im not. My friends are worried about me. At lunch today I just sat there with my head down, I was almost in tears. My friend L, whenever someone asked whats wrong with me, would just say “She's tired”. I was just gonna sit there and not...