So, I knew I was going to get my period around now, because for the last year or so I've spotted for a couple of days beforehand.

Was not prepared for the pain. Feels absolutely crippling and I slept basically all day because it was too much to do anything else with. Thank goodness Leisa didn't call to take me out today or anything, I would not have survived. Nearly cried. Nearly threw up. At one point, almost fainted into sleep. The pain was, quite seriously, that bad. It's not as...

Ugh I almost fell back again
for no particular reason.
But i couldn't find any razors or knives, an i was literally writhing around on the floor, crying. I burnt my mouth with soup and tried to do the salt and ice thingo . It only made me feel worse. The result of this hold back of the urge was me hydro-pump vomiting on our walnut trees. gross.
it has been almost a month since i last self harmed, and, to be honest, i don't feel good. i mean, It's good being free of the guilt,...

Okay, so on google, if you type in 'fill in the blanks story' you can find sites to make these on.

Here is the first one, and I will post one each day if you like it!

New Year's Resolutions
It was New Year's Day, and I was watching bedball on TV with my friends Rennon, Kamryn, Darryl, and Cooper.
“Hey, Kamryn,” Darryl said, “What is your New Year's resolution?”
“I am going to learn to play the French Horn,” she said. “Then I am going to play it...

Tristan came over last night. Result? Up until 11pm, massive headache, took ages to go to sleep, didn't cut.

I got 85 fishing earlier today, and I have bought enough fishing bait to take me to 90 fishing.

I haven't felt very talkative today. Just been doing my own thing. Reading, RuneScape, Jetpack Joyride. Thinking about what I will be allowed to eat during my fasts. Because you still have to input something, assuming you're not anorexic. I've decided that any fruits...

okay, another Blog entry about questions... I'll just do a Mario and say 'Here we go!'

1.Why the hell has this massive red button that says 'Panic' suddenly appeared next to the TH symbol? When I hit it it takes me to google... I'm so confused xD

2. Is microwave an onomatopoeia? my teacher says it isnt but Dan says it is...

3. Does anyone else dance to the churchbells?

4. and once more, my photos will not uploadah, even though they...

It's nearly halfway through Saturday. I got out of bed at about 10:30am, after literally about 12 hours in bed, though not all of them sleeping. I've had breakfast. It wasn't exactly a healthy breakfast (instant packet food/snack food), but at least it's something. I can't figure out if I'm hungry or I just like the taste of things.

The minor self-harm is continuing. My keyworker is a little worried that I'll slip somewhat and it will get out of control. I don't really care, to be...

I will do one of these blogs whenever i have questions about teenhelp, life, or just random crap that makes no sence whatsoever

1. When you go into the chatroom, is it customary to check out everyones profile, or people you don't knows profile?

2. Do I have to get 100 posts before my 'not a n00b' thing changes?

3.How much wood could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood?

4. Why won't my photos upload to my album?
...

hehe so today was normal at school, i slapped a friend accidentally, i handed in a scholarship an i got pissed off with my mum...so i came to dads. Now, while I'm at dads, a few things happened.

Okay, so i rock up to dads, and I decide to act all cool about it, and pick an orange from the tree... bad idea. my dad came outside just as I pulled a treeload of oranges on myself... thanks alot.

so i decided to computerise and crap for a bit, chill off, then my sister...

The Monday to Friday week, at any rate.

I'm tired. My head hurts because my neck won't click. I ate too much. The part of my bra that goes around my ribcage is far too tight. I have gas, but I'm hesitant to fart because my flatmate is still awake. And the funeral has been post-poned until Tuesday at 2:00pm.

Leisa said the money for the clothes shopping didn't go through so it'll be done on Monday or Tuesday of next week. If it ends up being Monday, then I'll go to the...

Been dreading this week since November last year. Wednesday was obviously going to be difficult, especially when I realised it was 11am and ended up crying again.
But now there's the whole 8 days afterwards before the funeral thing and I keep thinking about that dream I had last week.
Sat and drank my way through Monday night. Screwed up my legs and an arm last night. Tonight looks set to be a repeat of one or both nights.
Best thing being no one knows. Because I stopped...