Just going through some stuff today, and deciding.
It's not about what I can or cannot do.
It's about what I will do.

I will keep taking my meds.
I will eat healthier.
I will exercise more.
I will put effort into studying, when that time comes.

And most of all,
I will allow myself to succeed.

Disorders or not, I am the only person holding myself back. The reality is, all my friends, and those that work with me,...

Well, things I forgot to mention.

When I was walking up the driveway on the way back from New World yesterday evening, I noticed that one of our neighbours had a giant rubbish bin (you know, those massive metal things that are taller than the majority of humans) sitting prominently and easily accessible in their front yard. Suddenly I clicked. I could put the melted mess that was at one stage a recycling bin in there! I told Sam, and she agreed it was a good idea, and helped me move...

Finally December, everyones just talking about christmas. It's just going to be stressful and full of family arguments, reminds of how much everyone hates me and why we don't see the family except for christmas.

Mom's just been having a go at me all day, reminding me how worthless i am.
I don't see a point in anything, in christmas, people just disappoint and they wonder why I won't trust anyone. Being alone is easier and it's not like I get a choice lately anyway, just shut up...

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Karina and Jeremy's wedding was today. She was beautiful, he handsome, basically they looked exactly how a couple looks when you fantasise about weddings.

She was dressed in white and veiled. She had a small bouquet of dark red flowers, and the only noticeable make-up was lipstick in a matching colour. Her bridesmaids and maid of honour (Rosie, Shelley, and Rebekkah Lamb respectively), wore pretty blue dresses and held bouquets the same as...

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But, I may have made a breakthrough. Whilst I was laying on my bed, clutching my head because I had another headache I realised . . . it's likely to be eye-strain. Now, this is not good news. I got new lenses only a year or so ago, and at 24, my eyes shouldn't be changing that fast. But I'm keeping well hydrated, so it isn't dehydration, and I notice the headaches get worst when I try and read. So I suppose a trip to the optometrist is due in the not too distant future.

Tuesday -...

Cut my arm up. Want to overdose. Want to get better. Want to die. Want to cry. I hate this cycle.


I can't keep going.

Okay, so, periods are really gross, do not like. I mean, seriously, who would be glad to have to deal with a load of icky. . . stuff . . . and suchlike. /rant.

Apparently Leisa is probably coming over later on today, so I will update about the wedding clothes thing later. Awkward enough as it is, now I have to do it while I have my period. Could not be a much worse situation, in my opinion.

Have lots of cavefish. Banking once I hit 1000, because I'm not wielding a weapon...

By the way, this isnt my life, this is a Mad Libs version... xD

What a day this was! This morning before school, my lunchbox broke, and I had to sing all the way to school. Then the teacher announced that we would be having a test next week on 1110 units of our textbook.
When I was drinking to the cafeteria, I stepped in pink files. I couldn't get the flies off my shoes! I opened my lunch sack, and then I realized that I had grabbed my leftover lunch from last week. The only...