Exams start tommorrow :/ so nervous, I needs A's this year! Biology tommorrow, i think i know the stuff but i have a feeling it'll be really hard.

Feeling so lonely, if i spend more than 2 minutes downstairs my parents are shouting at me to go and revise. At school i feel so alone, i have friends but i don't know it's not the same anymore, i'm always by myself and so down all of the time.

Alone, going to fail my exams, pathetic...

Thank you to my two new followers on tumblr, you're great, but you'll have to bear with my noobiness whilst I learn my way around it.

I've been playing RuneScape whilst TH has been down, although being in f2p it's just not as fun. I want to get the Premier Club Gold Membership thing - it's a year's membership plus other goodies - it's $92.95NZD though, so I won't be able to get it straight away. Good thing it's available until the end of January then!

We get paid tomorrow....

Hopefully the link will work! It's a link to my tumblr, where I've posted my art, because according to Tumblr's terms and conditions, I maintain the copyright and intellectual property rights to stuff I post on it.

Beware, at times I may post triggering stuff on my tumblr, so yeah, bear that in mind.

Linky.

Any comments, etc, people wanting to follow me would be welcomed.


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Parents stop and reject you.. Give you hell becuase you can't sleep your so depressed, don't help you or support you through your hardest times.. Supposedly great friends that "love you" decide and tell you they won't bother you anymore or talk to you when all you need is a good friend and a few reassuring words and maybe possibly a hug... Never asking for much but always made to feel like a slave chasing after people... I'm so sick and tired of all of this.. I need to leave but I can't...

The physical symptoms of depression.

Guess what? Messed up sleep, headaches, nausea, and diarrohea are all on the list, as well as exhaustion/fatigue. Messed up appetite is on there too. I really need to find a way to weigh myself to see if my weight has changed.
Guess what? I already suspected I was low, and this just confirmed it for me.

It's the 5th today. My next appointment with Judy isn't until the 18th, and Leisa doesn't come back until the 21st. I'll...

Yaaaay, it's the new year! Unfortunately I've been too busy to come online the last few days. I hope you guys didn't party too hard on New Year's Eve.

I partied with Jon and his family, and it was nice. They had a big fire in the backyard and we made smores! Unfortunately there wasn't enough chocolate for everyone because he has such a big family, so Jon managed to grab the last of the chocolate and he gave me half of his. After that we went over to where his brother was...

So it's New Year, obviously. And I have some things I want to do this year:

• Pass my driving test.
• Move out.
• Eat better.
• Be happy with myself

So, simple enough resolutions but all are time consuming which is why I don't have more than that. And I'm doing well so far.
I've booked a couple of (very cheap) driving lessons with the AA to get a second opinion on how I'm doing. My last instructor has given me over 30 lessons over the course of 10 months. According to her, I'm nowhere...

I don't know what to do anymore... I'm so depressed, I can't feel better, I don't find joy in anything I used to really love.. Everything just seems to get worse and worse and its making such an impact on me... I'm on medication, but its not helping anymore... And it feels like I have no purpose or need to be here and that the entire world would just be better off without me...

Went to pharmacy, picked up meds.
Went to supermarket, bought a loaf of bread.
Bread has gone up 10c. Lame.

Just standing outside having a smoke just now, thinking to myself -

What if I'm not actually unwell? What if I really just want attention? What if I'm not actually suicidal, I just want somebody else to take care of me? I don't know man. I get really depressed, but is that real? I get massive urges to do stuff, but doesn't everybody? I'm really

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