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am i just jealous?
Posted May 23rd 2010 at 11:51 PM by rae lynn
so lastnight my mom actually let me stay at my boyfriend's lastnight & we were havin a great time. we took pictures & were making vidoes with my brother & my boyfriend's friend. then when he went to go upload them on youtube, he was showing me this video of two girls dancing and he said that 'the one on the right' was one of his ex-es. and boy was she pretty & she could dance...she was physically things i am not. so i guess i was getting jealous & i sat there not about to cry, but feeling sad-ish. he asked what was wrong if i was tired (cause it was like 2 in the morning), sad or jealous. and i said i think i am jealous. he asked why then i told him that he seemed really interested in that video, so it kinda made me think that he wanted her back or something, i don't know, but he told me he was looking at the side-stream thingy at the other videos. i mean i can't say he was lying. but i was watching him watch the video and at times he was reaaally looking at the girl (his ex)....i dunno. but i do know it's all part of whatver is going on with me. cause i mean don't get me wrong, i am happy & i love him so much, but i just...i don't know. but i don't want him (or other people) to think i am obsessed with him & OVERLY jealous...i just...i don't know...help?
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[CENTER][FONT=Arial Narrow][COLOR=black]There is a reason that they're not together and that you and him are. Everyone gets jealous and some more than others- I'm a really jealous person so to me it seems like you handled it well lol :). [/COLOR][/FONT]
[FONT=Arial Narrow][COLOR=black]Maybe you should just mention to him that you can't work out why the video of her bugged you so much, ask him why he felt the need to watch it in front of you and explain a little more how it actually made you feel- get things off your chest, just talking about it rather than ignoring it can't do any harm right?[/COLOR][/FONT][/CENTER]Posted May 27th 2010 at 05:44 PM by
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yeah i did tell him i don't know why it bothered me so much. but i never did think about asking him why he felt like watching it in front of me...but oh well it's in the past now so until next time i will wait. hahaa. and i think i handled it well too..hahaa. ha yeah right, sometimes he takes things i say the wrong way, so that's the only harm...oh well. (:Posted June 2nd 2010 at 11:57 PM by rae lynn 
