well my girlfriend is pissing me off a lot latley, over politics, over friends, over everything really, i mean she ditched me to go hang with some other people, and she just pisses me off, so im just gonna stop talking to her for two days, see what happens, she just pisses me off, like i dont want to break up with her but at the same time i do, ya know?

hmm shes starting to piss me off, maybe i should spend less time with her? i dont know, i spend like everyday but the weekend with her, and she pisses me off a lot, hmmm less time during the week or hell i dont know,

got plastered today, starting at 930 am, got away from pain for awhile, its back, i dont know what to do, should i cut? drink more? i dont know, i might just give up weed and start up drinking or cutting again, i have no clue man, my head is messed up

I SIGNED UP FOR LAW, THEY PUT ME IN ENTREPRENEURSHIP I DONT EVEN LIKE THAT! UGH!

Danny has no memory of me whatsoever, i dont know if shes faking it or not, i want her back, but i cant, and so im depressed as fuck, not to mention people are assholes and need to shut the fuck up.

its been almost a year since Dannymarie came into my life and changed it forever<3

http://www.vevo.com/watch/rise-again...=instantsearch

this is an anti suicide video, and anti bullying and such, the video its self is very triggering, the lyrics, are somewhat triggering so if you get triggered easily i dont suggest you watch it

the girl i love, her rapist got out of jail a couple days ago, shes in pain, i can tell, she wont admit it, but she is.

you can never completely leave an addiction behind, i know people hear this a lot, but until you've experienced it, you don't know what its like, smelling the smell of the powder, feeling the metal against your skin, inhaling the smoke, feeling the warmth go down your throat....

fuck love, just really, fuck it, im sick and tired of either a)getting played or b)having to share you, so either make up your goddamn fucking mind or im gone, ughhhhhh!