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screwing myself over. ):
Posted June 22nd 2010 at 09:01 PM by plk524
Fuck. I can't get him off my mind. I miss him so much. Why must my emotions not be as numb now that I've seen him? I wanted him to just hold me. I want him to kiss me and just be able to lay in his bed with him again. I miss it all. What the hell is my problem? I don't want him back, but I miss everything that I had with him. I want him to text me back, to start flirting with me again. Why can I not get over him now? I don't get it. I don't understand myself at the moment. Lexi and Brittany are ignoring me. Greg is talking to them. Ashleigh is fixing her hair. And I"m sitting on the floor with Greg typing this...It sucks. I just want to go and see him. I want to be around him. But what would happen? I can't take him back. I can't get back with him. I'd be pissed at myself and so would Lexi. It sucks. I have no idea what is going to happen. TRhis sucks. Now they are all talking about ditching me and shit. What the fuck is going on anymore? I just want to cry...I'm about to just go out back and turn on the music out there so I can't hear myself, or anybody else for that fact... Ugh. Why must I continue to flirt with him...):
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