hello aquaintances

I only ever come on here to see how some people are doing, but I'm not even close to any of them anymore!

I don't like what this place does, it makes me feel like a bad person. I never used to be so spiteful, and I always wanted to help. I guess the spite came about after I'd made, then lost enough friends here. It probably didn't help that a few girls decided to try me on for a bit In part it was my fault though. Yes yes , you. I knew you weren't doing well from the start, and when people get in that way they always try searching for something that will make it change. You chose me, and I chose you. These things are very fragile and there were many signs that I should have heeded. I didn't though, and I'd be foolish not to regret going there for you. It was financially, and emotionally devastating. I'm sure you moved on quite readily though. I guess I just assumed it was all fake from your end after how you acted, but I do have a tendency to see things in black and white.

I digress.

I've improved a lot over my time here, but if I were to thank this place it would be merely for throwing so many hardships my way that. I've had my fill of drama though, and I've learned what I can from it. I'm a more confident person, heck I'm even better looking than I was ! Unfortunately I lost a lot of compassion and faith in humanity. All I see when I come here are fake people that take their problems out on others. It's not entirely fair to see it that way either.

So I'm off until I get a bit of mattness back. I'm not getting any younger though, so I don't think it would be shocking if I were to never come back.

If anyone would like to get my windows live (or be back on my contact list) let me know. I'll delete ya if you don't talk to me though.

Take care, and g'bye.