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And there goes her stubborness...
Posted October 18th 2009 at 01:23 AM by omg.megan
Updated October 18th 2009 at 03:06 AM by omg.megan
Updated October 18th 2009 at 03:06 AM by omg.megan
Oy, sailor !
I'm in a REALLY good mood right now, like, my cheek muscles are sore from too much smiling.
Oh my, where does this positiveness come from ? Could it be because of him ? Because of the possibility that I may, just maybe falling for him...Woah, who knew I was actually human ?! That I actually DID feel. I have a heart people, ain't it amazing ? I'm not only a lump of tissue, bones & bitchness, how awesome.
Yup, sooooo, who is this guy ? (Holly, you know who I'm talking about...
).
An adorable, loving, sexy dude that just happened to know a friend of mine. I met him a bit more than a week ago while I was hanging at my friend's appartement, and then, we went on a movie date. How, cheeeeeeesy, I KNOW ! But, in my defense, we were supposed to go with 3 other people but they all canceled. Oh well, I didn't want to miss out on the movie so we just ended up going, only the two of us. Had a blast, we exchanged numbers and then we both went out own ways.
I never ever call first, it's not something I do, so even though I really enjoyed my date with him, I didn't call back or text. However, dear Holly gave me some advice on msn that I just, could not ignore, hehe. She told me to make a move or I'll risk regretting not ever doing it. Ehh.
Did I call ? No. Did I text ? Only to respond to his text message. Oh yes, he actually texted me first, saving me from the hard task to make a move. 
Anyway, to make it quick : we texted eachother and went out on friday night. Some of our common friends were having a small get-together so we chose to meet over there. One word....PURRRFECT! Ahhh, seriously, I don't want to be in love/lust but how can I just ignore him !?
I don't want to be with anyone, I am alright being single. Sure you can get lonely but at the same time, being in a relationship is sooooo COMPLICATED. I've only been in 1, real long-term relationship that lasted 3 years (although we did have our on/off moments....) but it ended sourly. Not that I want that to hold me back in any way, I'm over my ex. It's been 7 months, I'm okay now.
But still, the thought of my movie date/dude that I won't name just cause I don't want him reading this or whatever, maybe thrying to get to know me better and getting serious is sooooooo scary.
I don't want to screw him up like I have the habit of doing.
Anyhow, made my heart melt in a way...
Much love,
- Megan
I'm in a REALLY good mood right now, like, my cheek muscles are sore from too much smiling.
Oh my, where does this positiveness come from ? Could it be because of him ? Because of the possibility that I may, just maybe falling for him...Woah, who knew I was actually human ?! That I actually DID feel. I have a heart people, ain't it amazing ? I'm not only a lump of tissue, bones & bitchness, how awesome.
Yup, sooooo, who is this guy ? (Holly, you know who I'm talking about...
). An adorable, loving, sexy dude that just happened to know a friend of mine. I met him a bit more than a week ago while I was hanging at my friend's appartement, and then, we went on a movie date. How, cheeeeeeesy, I KNOW ! But, in my defense, we were supposed to go with 3 other people but they all canceled. Oh well, I didn't want to miss out on the movie so we just ended up going, only the two of us. Had a blast, we exchanged numbers and then we both went out own ways.
I never ever call first, it's not something I do, so even though I really enjoyed my date with him, I didn't call back or text. However, dear Holly gave me some advice on msn that I just, could not ignore, hehe. She told me to make a move or I'll risk regretting not ever doing it. Ehh.
Did I call ? No.
Did I text ? Only to respond to his text message. Oh yes, he actually texted me first, saving me from the hard task to make a move. Anyway, to make it quick : we texted eachother and went out on friday night. Some of our common friends were having a small get-together so we chose to meet over there. One word....PURRRFECT! Ahhh, seriously, I don't want to be in love/lust but how can I just ignore him !?
I don't want to be with anyone, I am alright being single. Sure you can get lonely but at the same time, being in a relationship is sooooo COMPLICATED. I've only been in 1, real long-term relationship that lasted 3 years (although we did have our on/off moments....) but it ended sourly. Not that I want that to hold me back in any way, I'm over my ex. It's been 7 months, I'm okay now.
But still, the thought of my movie date/dude that I won't name just cause I don't want him reading this or whatever, maybe thrying to get to know me better and getting serious is sooooooo scary.
I don't want to screw him up like I have the habit of doing.
Anyhow, made my heart melt in a way...
Much love,
- Megan
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You'll be fine, silly girl.
You deserve happiness, and I have a feeling, you'll get your ever after with him. (:
I love you bitch tits.
<3Posted October 18th 2009 at 03:21 AM by Hollifire
