Jan. 30, 2013 Journal Post

Sitting in a study hall bored. I started my chem. homework but really don't wast to finish it. I can't wait until my TA form gets approved, then I wont have to sit here bored. I'm in a really good mood though. I wasn't until after lunch. Lunch kinda sucked. Alex's annoying friend doesn't have anywhere to sit so she has to sit by us. She';s really annoying and obnoxious. Her and Alex are really getting annoying about the Paul thing. I guess Sandra told Alex its gets annoying and she kinda stopped, but the Brianna(Alex's friend) started up. It's always "awwwwww" or "cute." It really sucks. After lunch I was kinda annoyed, I will admit that, and when I get mad I either yell or do nothing. I got really touchy again though and spent like 10 minutes in Paul's arms snuggling. I could of stayed like that forever. When I had to let go I walked to Yearbook stopped to talk to Caitlin, she just smiled and I couldn't help but smile. I haven't seen her smile that big in a really long time. She then told me how "cute" are "moment" was and she then had to tell me how Paul was grinning the whole time. I believe her. I've seen Paul do it once and he looked so adorable. I couldn't help but smile. I can't believe how good of a mood I'm in. I haven't been this happy in a really long time. I still feel safe. I love it. I feel like nothing can hurt me. I was in such a good mood I gave Paul a small kiss on his neck. I didn't really think it threw until after but I really don't care right now. I'll probably care later but right now I can't stop smiling. He even rested his head on top of mine and it made me feel even safer then before. I didn't think that was even possible. I really don't know anymore. I don't know why I feel safe with him, but I like it. ..