So I took two months away from Teenhelp and I just don't think I can come back. I thought I was strong enough to do it... but i can't.

So in my journal I would like to say just a few reason why I am leaving... and i wont be back this time.... going to enjoy life without worrying about things.

1. The whole Pro-life/Pro-Choice debate. Okay yes I know I am Pro-life and I am standing strong on this opinion. Why you might add. While let's see... We all do not like suicide...

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Ha okay daily journal isn't going very well6 days since the last one.


I will try

I love my semester at school, things are going better than i thought and hoped it would be. I love my classes and I am very passionate about a few things so i thought i would share some of the things. One is sex education in North america and the other is Stats Canada DPA (Daily physical activity)

Okay so lets start with the Sex Education. In my human sexuality class. (By the way, this class is a class is only offered at like 3 different universities in Canada and would be condemed...

Dear _____; (wont write name, he isn't on here anyway)

Why you may ask, well lets see.. I am trying to be a F***ing friend to you. I know you have these feelings for me. If you wanna know the truth, drop a few years and if you weren't MARRIED, I may have liked you more like you liked me.

You said you were fine just being my friend, so F****ing be it okay. Because what you just tried to make me do, made me feel like if i continued I would be cheating on my boyfrined. ...

Exactly, what the title, is exactly how I feel today and some of yesturday.

I am jealous that I broke and my roommate seems to have all this money.
I am jealous that she gets to go to europe this summer for 3600 dollars and i have no where close to that just sitting around.
I am jealous of my boyfriend ex, because she was engaged to him and i just not.
I am jealous.. and i hate it

OKay so here is my blog for the day, i see i really haven't posted in a while., For any one who has read my blog before there is a new change for me. I promised myself to be more positive this year so i am going to try. Its the first key to improving the self esteem.

Anyway So the guy i got together with in october, turned out to be a dud, he left and hasn't gotten back to me and its been over a month now. I am not the girl to sit around and wait, its not me. I realized tho that really...

Sooooo 2011 is going to be better than 2010. I am going to get my life on track. So here are a few changes

1. Get out of the relationship that was good at first but I got ignored now for a month and am done with.
2. Get my life back on track
3. Get my grades up.
4. Get a car
5. Get my passport
6. Visit Edmonton with my roomie
7. See 1 good concert

I am a huge follower of the news, almost anything that happens in Canada i tend to know about, cause i am a nerd that way...

anyway i was going through recent news articles and came across this

http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/capress/1...albania_s_role

It's amazing, tears in my eyes the whole time i read it

He doesn't know i exist and I am kinda getting tired of it. I want to be noticed...

oh well i think i like someone else... even though it hurts that he talks about other girls

How can some just walk in to my life and be able to read my like an open book. We haven't even been talking for more than 2 weeks and he has learnt everything about me