Well.

Haven't used this for a while, but since the journal on my HDD was killed in action during the wipe, screw this, I'm postin' stuff here.

I usually try not to complain about my family. Nobody's perfect, I know that, and people have much worse situations than I have. And generally complaining never makes me feel better, so it feels pointless. Right now however, what's happening is slowly becoming a long, sad farse.

Some time ago my grandgrandma decided she's going to give me money for "a car". Cool. Right? Well, not if

a) I have no driver's license
b) I cannot get a driver's license (I'm a cured epileptic and I currently take antidepression meds, so I need my neurologist to give me a green light before I can even think about it)

I never ask for money. Never, I just don't like doing it. I make do with my pocket money and occasional gifts. If I run out of money, I run out of it. I just wait for the next month.

So yeah, she decided to give me money every, I believe, month, so that in some time it will make a sum needed to pass the test. Test that I cannot take, and won't be able to for a long time yet. Not only that, but currently I'm overwhelmed with school, work search and personal/family stuff. I really don't have a head to think about a fucking driver's license test. So I'm getting money that's completely useless. Well, you can always use it for something else, right? This, dear reader, is when all that I described takes a turn for absolutely disgusting.

Basically they recently went absolutely apeshit, calling me and my mom all the time, asking where the money is (as if I wanted to fucking nuke their asses, lol). They were told multiple times that I cannot get those driver's exams going, but is it important to listen? Of course it isn't. All you need to do is argue and be a complete arsehole.

Just take this money away and leave me alone, please.