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just want to die
Posted December 8th 2012 at 03:34 PM by monkey01
I just want to die. I can't do this anymore. I just can't. I don't see any point anymore for trying, for talking, for smiling, for breathing, or for living. I don't know what else to do, death seems like my only option. It seems to me like the only way out. I just feel so helpless, worthless, alone and so many other emotions and feelings and stuff. I am just so tired of fighting and of being strong. I just don't want to be here anymore. I just can't handle living anymore. Right now the only thing that's stopping me is that I can't bear the thought of leaving everyone with that pain and heartache I just can't. I feel like I have fallen so deep into this hole of dispair, loneliness, sadness, and depression that no matter what I do I will never be able to get out unless I die. I honestly feel like I am at my breaking point. The thoughts of cutting and the suicidal thoughts are just so bad and just so overwhelming that it's hard not to give in. I just don't know what to do anymore I really don't.
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I am sorry you are going through so a hard time right and even though it seems like there is only one way out you can fight this you are strong I know you are if you just hang in there this will pass I will be thinking of you please stay safe
Posted December 8th 2012 at 05:20 PM by hopefuldreamer
