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Posted November 21st 2013 at 05:56 AM by Lumos.
Well, the title is a lie. i say that lie so many times a day. i wish i could just lay in bed all the time because that seems to help me.
all i've been doing recently at night after i get home and my mom is at work it just either laying in bed or sitting on the couch. sometimes i have a movie or music on but i never pay attention. i just lay there feeling numb and then i finally just break. i break down and just start sobbing. i've never been this low before and its scaring me what i might do to myself. i cut up my leg pretty bad last night, i think someone saw it in my gym class, they gave me a weird look. i wanna do it again too. i'm getting worse and worse. i don't know what to do.
all i've been doing recently at night after i get home and my mom is at work it just either laying in bed or sitting on the couch. sometimes i have a movie or music on but i never pay attention. i just lay there feeling numb and then i finally just break. i break down and just start sobbing. i've never been this low before and its scaring me what i might do to myself. i cut up my leg pretty bad last night, i think someone saw it in my gym class, they gave me a weird look. i wanna do it again too. i'm getting worse and worse. i don't know what to do.
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You can do this, you really can.
I do the same thing, I lay in bed in a lot of my spare time and just try to sleep because it makes me avoid my problems, until my friend makes me get out of the house with her. In reality I guess it doesn't help as much as we think it does, though, because we're not actively doing anything and it gives us more time to dwell. I know it may be hard, but try and force yourself to get out of your house for a while, even if it's to do something small.
I really think you should tell someone. I know that this is something we've discussed before and it's scary, but you really shouldn't have to go through this alone.Posted November 22nd 2013 at 02:23 AM by ¯|_(ツ)_|¯
