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Posted September 23rd 2012 at 01:34 AM by Lumos.
Well im ok, i think. Been super busy with school. I still have good grades which really surprises me..
I cut again this past week. On my wrist for the first time in like a year, my friend noticed and made me promise not to do it again. The fact that i promised made me want to do it even more..
I think i'll just hide it better.
The last week i have had suicidal thoughts again. I hate how the just randomly come back. I wish they'd just stop. They come as soon as im starting to feel ok again.. But im not gonna give in to them, they are just thoughts No one ever notices.. I wish someone would just give me a hug, and know that im not ok.
My dad told me he trusted me this week, and i stayed home alone for like an hour. Then he asked if i think i can be trusted. I said yes, but now im not so sure.
Im trying.
im fine
I cut again this past week. On my wrist for the first time in like a year, my friend noticed and made me promise not to do it again. The fact that i promised made me want to do it even more..
I think i'll just hide it better. The last week i have had suicidal thoughts again. I hate how the just randomly come back. I wish they'd just stop. They come as soon as im starting to feel ok again.. But im not gonna give in to them, they are just thoughts No one ever notices.. I wish someone would just give me a hug, and know that im not ok.
My dad told me he trusted me this week, and i stayed home alone for like an hour. Then he asked if i think i can be trusted. I said yes, but now im not so sure.
Im trying.
im fine
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