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Update(poss triggering)

Posted May 30th 2012 at 05:04 AM by Lumos.

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I have made it 20 days without SH. But i feel so triggered right now, stupid pictures on tumblr. Why do people post picture that are so damn triggering? I hadn't really had many urges for a while, but now i don't think so. Im gonna distract myself. Maybe i'll just give in. I don't really know what to do anymore.

I have 2 more days of school, so excited, but also scared. Scared because i know im gonna go back to cutting and being depressed and lying all the time.

I wrote a bunch more i just deleted it, im worthless.

i don't know anymore

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