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Posted May 7th 2012 at 04:12 AM by Lumos.
Can i have 1 full day being happy? Please. I'd give anything.
Most of my day has been fine, i was in an ok mood, went with my friend, actually had fun. But now the depression is setting back in. I thought maybe for 1 day i could be happy and have no urges to SH. But no. I just want to slice my skin over and over. Just this once i miss it so much, i just want to feel the pain that i deserve. I need to cut. The urges are getting too bad, i don't think i can handle it. Maybe i'll give in just this once.
I told my friend A the truth. That i broke my promise with my mum and dad. It felt nice to tell someone, she said she would never tell my mum or dad. I told her im trying. I guess thats the truth.
this is too much, i can't handle this. someone help me.
Most of my day has been fine, i was in an ok mood, went with my friend, actually had fun. But now the depression is setting back in. I thought maybe for 1 day i could be happy and have no urges to SH. But no. I just want to slice my skin over and over. Just this once i miss it so much, i just want to feel the pain that i deserve. I need to cut. The urges are getting too bad, i don't think i can handle it. Maybe i'll give in just this once.
I told my friend A the truth. That i broke my promise with my mum and dad. It felt nice to tell someone, she said she would never tell my mum or dad. I told her im trying. I guess thats the truth.
this is too much, i can't handle this. someone help me.
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I just wanted to remind you that i'm always here. Hang on lovely, you honestly can beat this xPosted May 7th 2012 at 04:35 AM by Palmolive
