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Posted April 23rd 2012 at 03:00 AM by Lumos.

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I don't even know why i even try. As soon as i start feeling better something happens and ruins it. Im feeling so low today. Sat on my bed and been online. Stuffed my face with food. I feel so sick now.

I have to go back to school tomorrow. Im scared of going because we have had evacuations and lockdowns, im afraid it will happen again. And someone will be hurt.

I'm not ready for all the awful things people have to say. I don't know if i'll be able to take it.

Tired of everything. The thoughts. Getting up in the morning. Lying. I don't know what to do.

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