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Im stuck between living and dying (triggering)
Posted February 22nd 2012 at 03:41 AM by Lumos.
Updated February 23rd 2012 at 12:21 AM by Storyteller. (Adding prefix.)
Updated February 23rd 2012 at 12:21 AM by Storyteller. (Adding prefix.)
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Some days i want to live my life, and others i don't get why im here, and want to die. Today was the latter. People and things at school almost made me cry, almost walked out of class because tears threatened to come. I can't do this all day tomorrow. I can't do this ever. Im making plans again.. Why won't this end?
I think i'm gonna tell all my friends at school tomorrow that i don't want friends anymore. i need to be alone before i die. they won't care. I don't need friends at school. It'll help me cut everyone off, push everyone away.
I wish someone would hold me and tell me that everything is going to be fine.
Just breathe
Some days i want to live my life, and others i don't get why im here, and want to die. Today was the latter. People and things at school almost made me cry, almost walked out of class because tears threatened to come. I can't do this all day tomorrow. I can't do this ever. Im making plans again.. Why won't this end?
I think i'm gonna tell all my friends at school tomorrow that i don't want friends anymore. i need to be alone before i die. they won't care. I don't need friends at school. It'll help me cut everyone off, push everyone away.
I wish someone would hold me and tell me that everything is going to be fine.
Just breathe
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Don't push everyone away.
It is not very healthy in the long run. You need to tell them how you feel and open up.
Listen to "One Day You Will" by Lady Antebellum. It is a beautiful song!
I am here if you want to talk <3
Stay strong. I know you can do this!Posted February 23rd 2012 at 10:11 PM by Solivagant
