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Should be happy
Posted February 13th 2012 at 01:52 AM by Lumos.
Had an ok weekend. Started lying about how i feel again.
Should be happy but for some reason i can’t. People tell to be happy. I feel like im incapable of being happy. I have a roof over my head, good parents, most the time good friends. And yet im still not happy. I guess my life doesnt think i deserve to be happy. Somedays i wish i was just happy like a regular person for an hour or 2. Not have my problems to worry about.
i’ve been told that im ungrateful because im sad, and i have a good life. My friend told me i shouldnt cut because my life is better than hers is at home. Maybe they are right. I don’t know. Im sick of all of this. I wish i could sleep for like a week. I don’t know what to do.
Should be happy but for some reason i can’t. People tell to be happy. I feel like im incapable of being happy. I have a roof over my head, good parents, most the time good friends. And yet im still not happy. I guess my life doesnt think i deserve to be happy. Somedays i wish i was just happy like a regular person for an hour or 2. Not have my problems to worry about.
i’ve been told that im ungrateful because im sad, and i have a good life. My friend told me i shouldnt cut because my life is better than hers is at home. Maybe they are right. I don’t know. Im sick of all of this. I wish i could sleep for like a week. I don’t know what to do.
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Hey, many people have told me the exact same thing. The reason you're lying to everyone is because they just tell you that you're being ungrateful and all that. I think we all have been in this situation. It is difficult to make them see the pain we are going through.
Someone on here said to me once "But still, it must be hard for you". That thing has been on my mind ever since. It is one thing that I've hung on to when people don't understand and show me other people's problems when I am hurting. It makes me stop feeling guilty.
So here, I am telling you today, yeah you have a good house and all those materialistic things we need in life. But so what! What you're going through is difficult for you. I am sorry that you are going through such tough times and hope that things get better for you soon.
I am here if you need to talk okay <3Posted February 14th 2012 at 04:43 PM by Solivagant
