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I thought i was finally getting better(triggering)
Posted February 3rd 2012 at 04:42 AM by Lumos.
I thought i was getting better, but then today 1 little bad comment someone made to me i got depressed again. I almost started crying. Every little negative comment gets me either crying or wanting to cry. I don't know what to do.. Anybody have any idea's?
I still haven't had any suicidal thoughts for about 6 days. The thoughts of cutting are getting worse. Just want to see the blood, and feel the pain. Just have blood running down my arm. Just to make the sadness and voices go away. The voices came back today.
I want to sleep for a long time, and wake up a bit better. That would be nice. But its not gonna happen. I don't deserve to be better. I don't even know if im ready to be better.
I still haven't had any suicidal thoughts for about 6 days. The thoughts of cutting are getting worse. Just want to see the blood, and feel the pain. Just have blood running down my arm. Just to make the sadness and voices go away. The voices came back today.
I want to sleep for a long time, and wake up a bit better. That would be nice. But its not gonna happen. I don't deserve to be better. I don't even know if im ready to be better.
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