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Scared (triggering)
Posted January 24th 2012 at 04:18 AM by Lumos.
Im so scared. I have a counselling appointment with both of my parents there. To talk about me wanting and trying to kill myself, lying, and me cutting again. Im gonna cry. Show weakness. I hope i can make it through the appointment. I hate my life so much right now. I wish i could just disapear for a month or two.
I promised my parents i wouldnt cut but i don't think i can keep that promise.
Its so tempting to cut. Just to feel the pain, and blood will make me calm. It will help. I thought i was getting better but i've just gotten worse.
Im terrible, my parents must hate to have me as a daughter. Im a horrible person. I don't deserve friends. Im ready to tell them all 'i don't want friends anymore, leave me alone'. Its very tempting to do that.
I hate everything. Someone save me. I need a hug.
I promised my parents i wouldnt cut but i don't think i can keep that promise.
Its so tempting to cut. Just to feel the pain, and blood will make me calm. It will help. I thought i was getting better but i've just gotten worse.Im terrible, my parents must hate to have me as a daughter. Im a horrible person. I don't deserve friends. Im ready to tell them all 'i don't want friends anymore, leave me alone'. Its very tempting to do that.
I hate everything. Someone save me. I need a hug.
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