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2011

Posted December 31st 2011 at 04:37 PM by Lumos.

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2011.... This probably has been the worst year of mine so far.Heres all thhe bad things that have happened:
•I started off the year with findiing out my dad and his girlfriend of 2years had just broken up( i was really close to her)
•I got depressed (no one noticed)
•I started cutting (friends found out)
•Got worse (still no one noticed)
•Started not caring about anything inluding school
•Failed a class for the first time (people noticed)
•Kept cutting
•After a while people noticed cuts (asked questions)
•Lied
•Mom and dad found out
•Took me to counselling
•Went to counselling every week
•Thought i was getting better (yeah right)
• Got anti depressants (thought i was getting better)
•Got worse (again)
•Started lying to everyone (I'm fine, really)
•Ive tried to kill myself 5 times
1 good thing that has happened is finding Teenhelp.
Everyone who i have talked to has been very nice and help ful.Thank you to my friends i have made. I love you all. Happy New Year.

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1. 	Sweetheart you will beat this (: Stay strong. I hope 2012 is a better year for you. Stay smiling, you deserve the best. I love you <3
   	Posted December 31st 2011 at 06:34 PM by Anatidaephobia

2. 	Although 2011 has been a difficult year, you got through it and you should be proud of yourself for getting through it. I hope you manage to reach out for help and that 2012 is full of happiness and better things. Keep your chin up lovely. You can do this. Happy new year!
   	Posted December 31st 2011 at 07:12 PM by Victoria ♥

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