It would be easier
Posted September 13th 2011 at 05:25 AM by Lumos.
Updated September 13th 2011 at 09:34 PM by Palmolive (Goodbye notes are not allowed on teenhelp)
Updated September 13th 2011 at 09:34 PM by Palmolive (Goodbye notes are not allowed on teenhelp)
It would be so much easier for everyone to live if i was dead. I just take up space. Today everyone has treated me like i don't do anything.
i just can't handle life anymore. I just want to say bye to all of my friends on TH and everyone else. Im gonna try to live but i can't make promises. No one is gonna read this anyways. No one will even notice or care that im gone. I don't have many friends. i don't deserve friends. I don't deserve to be loved. im just a horible, and pathetic person.
Im supposed to go to counseling on wednesday. But im not sure if i want to get help. I don't trust many people. it'll be easier if i kill myself now. Then the counseling people will not have to deal with me. Or my parents.
If i live i decide im going to cut myself off from everyone. So they'll forget im here better. And not even notice when i die.
i just can't handle life anymore. I just want to say bye to all of my friends on TH and everyone else. Im gonna try to live but i can't make promises. No one is gonna read this anyways. No one will even notice or care that im gone. I don't have many friends. i don't deserve friends. I don't deserve to be loved. im just a horible, and pathetic person.
Im supposed to go to counseling on wednesday. But im not sure if i want to get help. I don't trust many people. it'll be easier if i kill myself now. Then the counseling people will not have to deal with me. Or my parents.
If i live i decide im going to cut myself off from everyone. So they'll forget im here better. And not even notice when i die.
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