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awful day
Posted August 31st 2011 at 05:34 AM by Lumos.
today was awful.. My great aunt who had cancer died today.. it was really sad..
also i found out i can't talk to my friend ashleigh anymore. shes a grown up.. i can't talk or see her til im 'better'.. that will never happen. because im so stupid..
im really mad at my dad.. he told her that.. i have to talk to him tomorrow..
i have spend the last hour crying into a pillow so my dad won't hear.. i hoped id sufficate. but i didnt..
Everyone would be happy if i died. no one cares. they all think im annoying and selfish.. i bet every one on TH thinks that too. i wouldnt be suprised if you did..
Tomorrow at school im not going to talk to anyone.. so i don't have to explain why im really sad.. i don't want to see everyone be happy. its too hard seeing people with their friends..
also i found out i can't talk to my friend ashleigh anymore. shes a grown up.. i can't talk or see her til im 'better'.. that will never happen. because im so stupid..
im really mad at my dad.. he told her that.. i have to talk to him tomorrow..i have spend the last hour crying into a pillow so my dad won't hear.. i hoped id sufficate. but i didnt..
Everyone would be happy if i died. no one cares. they all think im annoying and selfish.. i bet every one on TH thinks that too. i wouldnt be suprised if you did..
Tomorrow at school im not going to talk to anyone.. so i don't have to explain why im really sad.. i don't want to see everyone be happy.
its too hard seeing people with their friends..
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I'm sorry to hear about your aunt sweetheart
You are NOT annoying or selfish and people care so much, you CAN do this and i am always here if you need anything.
I love you <3Posted August 31st 2011 at 10:52 AM by Anatidaephobia
