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I be happiness today xD
Despite being horribly triggered by literally nothing for the past 4 or 5 days, I'm finding it almost not too hard to stay distracted 
A very special person I've been friends with for a long time finally was totally honest with me. We never acted like friends anyway  <3
That same friend left for a short holiday earlier, not without lecturing me on the dangers of:
- Not looking where I'm going whilst cycling with...
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So far we're all loving the break, it's so good to be away from some of the stresses and worries that are back home in Scotland.
I'm falling asleep at the moment though, really didn't sleep well last night. After being woken twice (first by my laptop turning itself on for some reason, then by my brother having a violent dream and jerking around in his bed  ) I took AGES to get back to sleep and kept waking up because I was having weird dreams.
I'm not entirely sure why but...
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Some of you guys might know that kind of a lot of stuff has happened this year with my family and my mum thought my idea of writing to my grandfather was a good one. Joy. So I spent today writing this. My parents don't like that I'm apologising because they don't think I did anything wrong, so some opinions one that would be good. Apologies for the length
*Note: Parts in italics and brackets will probably be removed*
Grandad,
I know that a lot...
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I spent some time today sending an email to the TWLOHA team in Cocoa, Florida and decided afterwards to take a look at their website and see if anything new was happening, and I came across this blog by Jamie.
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i hope you know you're not the only one who feels the way you feel. You are not the only one who struggles. You are not the only one with questions. You are not crazy. You deserve to be heard, to be known. You deserve love.
You deserve love.
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Today has been so incredibly awesome and I've only been up for two hours.
1am (still counts as today!) and I couldn't sleep so I got up, crept ninja-style into the hall and put the internet on hoping to talk to someone. The person I wanted to talk to wasn't there but someone I wanted to talk to more, was.
We only talked for an hour but it just made me feel SO much better. Things have been a little awkward the past few weeks on account of a few things but last night was just...right....
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So today is Friday, tomorrow is Saturday and then after saturday, this week will be over.
Can I forget about this week please??
I know I've had bad weeks, happens relatively frequently, everyone does. But if this week never existed, I'd be so much happier.
Started the week feeling completely and utterly alone and hopeless.
But I was happy, at least. Out with my parents and brother I walked barefoot along the beach, put my shoes on to get back to...
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So it seems being honest -to a point- with your doctor just makes you worry like hell afterwards.
Doctor: If you ever feel like you want to harm yourself, or have any kind of suicidal thoughts at all *sees me blush*…have you felt at all suicidal?
Me: Erm…yeah a bit…
Doctor: Have you made any plans?
Me: Well I kind of tried already last month
Doctor: What did you do?
Me: overdosed
Doctor: On what?
Me: Just some pills I took from the...
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I'm supposed to be seeing my doctor again on Friday.
And I have NO idea what I'm supposed to say.
'The psych nurse told me I'd get over it and to go back in August. I probably should have mentioned to one of you that losing a family member to cancer four years ago led me to stop eating (didn't I mention the ednos bit last time? no? sorry!) and start cutting. Another, closer family member now has it and I don't plan to outlive them by very long. How? Well the suicide attempt...
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Eep I think I'm having a good week ^-^
Or, a good two weeks.
I have 2 interviews at two different colleges (for the same course )
I wrote 'Nazi propaganda lined the german spoon' in my History NAB. That essay was too short, I missed out a whole paragraph, really crappy in general and I spent more time IMing on my phone than I did writing it, and still passed.
I did a sociology NAB today, spent a paragraph ranting about how one of the theories...
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Just had to share that.
