Everything is stressing me the hell out lately.
Put in my holiday requests at work, I needed ten days over June/July and a week in August. Considering I've been doing up to 24 hours in a week despite my 8 hour contract, I didn't think it'd be an issue. But then I find out my holiday for next month was declined because too many people are off. So I talked to my manager and offered a compromise. Instead of going to England on the Friday with my family, I'd stay and work the weekend, even the...

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I'm almost not sick anymore!! Haven't coughed since about 5am (it's now after 6pm) and the only way you could tell I've been a bit off is that my voice is still pretty hoarse. But it's all good because I can breathe again and speak without coughing fits and don't have to take a 1.5l water bottle with me when I go out.
I finally got my month's wages from work today (£199 - 40 hours) so I can finally get a couple of things I've been meaning to sort for a while now. I can get the new Paramore...

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So it's New Year, obviously. And I have some things I want to do this year:

• Pass my driving test.
• Move out.
• Eat better.
• Be happy with myself

So, simple enough resolutions but all are time consuming which is why I don't have more than that. And I'm doing well so far.
I've booked a couple of (very cheap) driving lessons with the AA to get a second opinion on how I'm doing. My last instructor has given me over 30 lessons over the course of 10 months. According to her, I'm nowhere...

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Been dreading this week since November last year. Wednesday was obviously going to be difficult, especially when I realised it was 11am and ended up crying again.
But now there's the whole 8 days afterwards before the funeral thing and I keep thinking about that dream I had last week.
Sat and drank my way through Monday night. Screwed up my legs and an arm last night. Tonight looks set to be a repeat of one or both nights.
Best thing being no one knows. Because I stopped...

I had a really amazing week in England with my family. I did archery with my brother, my mum and I dominated at bowling, we all sucked at soft tennis, and by that time I was shattered so I sat with my kindle while my parents and brother played badminton.
I swear the main reason I go there is the food. Curly fries, nachos, sausage and mash with the best onion gravy in the world, pancakes. The list is endless and it's freaking amazing.
Dad even bought me a bottle of Cherry Sourz from...