Whoever said life was easy?

I'm so utterly exhausted. Spent the night crying and drinking and taking pills. Woke up this morning and was sick. That was gross considering the last thing I ate involved rice.

I ended up spending most of the day sleeping it off, and I still feel wrecked. I'm staying up to watch the new Lip Service and then I'm just going to crash and sleep some more. I'm not sure if it's related or not, but I keep getting hiccups and it's driving me round the bend. And I have no idea how to stop them. Throughout the day they've stopped on their own, with chocolate, and with holding my breath. But not if I try something expecting it to work.

Don't even know why I bothered posting this. Just felt like I had to tell someone and get it out.
I feel so done. I want my mum. :/