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All we know is falling, it falls.
Posted February 25th 2012 at 02:07 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck
Updated May 21st 2012 at 10:12 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck
Updated May 21st 2012 at 10:12 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck
Gah. Mum's on at me to eat. I'm not hungry.
Looks like the past week has reversed on me. I'm now repulsed at the thought of food instead of being hungry all the time.
My godmother's coming over later. And if she tries to talk to me about what happened with the counsellor then I'm leaving. I can't talk about that shit and they don't seem to get it.
Yes I'm fine. Yes I promise. No I won't do anything. Yes I'll talk to you if I do or if I want to. Yes I promise I will. I love you too.
Same old.
I don't feel so fine today. I keep dreaming about cutting. Sometimes I do it, sometimes I'm fighting with myself. Everytime I wake up panicking and wondering where I am and where my blade is. Not really sure how much longer I'll be able to hold out.
I've lost count of how long it's been. Just one. One night where I can slip up and let loose. And after that, never again.
Why not?
Looks like the past week has reversed on me. I'm now repulsed at the thought of food instead of being hungry all the time.
My godmother's coming over later. And if she tries to talk to me about what happened with the counsellor then I'm leaving. I can't talk about that shit and they don't seem to get it.
Yes I'm fine. Yes I promise. No I won't do anything. Yes I'll talk to you if I do or if I want to. Yes I promise I will. I love you too.
Same old.
I don't feel so fine today. I keep dreaming about cutting. Sometimes I do it, sometimes I'm fighting with myself. Everytime I wake up panicking and wondering where I am and where my blade is. Not really sure how much longer I'll be able to hold out.
I've lost count of how long it's been. Just one. One night where I can slip up and let loose. And after that, never again.
Why not?
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Hey darling. I'm sorry things are tough. I'm always here if you need.
Posted February 26th 2012 at 12:21 AM by Storyteller.
