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Caramel hot chocolate.... Or a muffin?
Posted November 7th 2011 at 10:25 AM by LlamaLlamaDuck
Sat in the internet cafe in college. Debating whether or not to have a hot chocolate and something to eat to see if it wakes me up any. Emailed Frank to tell him I was in but just not in class and he came down to see me to make sure I was okay and not having any problems with people in the class or the work we're doing. It's really good how supportive my tutors are being over my lack of motivation to go into class. I'm meeting with support this afternoon so hopefully I can talk to them about it and see if they're able to suggest anything.
Since it's a computer based course, everything is up on the shared drived (area that pupils and teachers can access to put up work/lessons etc.) so it's not a huge problem if I miss class because I can still keep up with the work. I just don't want them to think I'm being lazy or non committal. I'm trying hard and I do have a lot to do this week, but I'm determined to get it done. I'm just worrying because I can usually finish things pretty fast. Does that mean I'm doing it wrong or am I just good at it? So much needing done. Finally got indesign and illustrator on my laptop as 30 day trials and will get dreamweaver on tonight or tomorrow if I can. I can't afford the several hundred pounds at least it'll cost me to get the programs permanently. Not really sure what to do about that.
My friend from high school came down and found me in here, it was really great to see her again. I haven't seen her since the Harry Potter party in September. I got three hugs and felt a lot better after talking to her. She reckons I should definitely speak to my doctor about the newfound lump in my chin since "that's no natural!" so I might go tomorrow just to make sure I haven't damaged anything too much. It would be my luck to do something stupid, seriously injure myself, and not realise until over a week later.
Rie booked tickets so she can come see me over my birthday/new year so I'm really excited about that. When she was here before we spent hours just sitting on my bed talking and cuddling and it just felt so special and perfect. I've never felt so close to anyone before. It was beautiful. As if it was just us in that moment and nothing else mattered. <3
Today I need to design a poster for anti-bullying (focussing on LGBT bullying) and work out what I'm supposed to be doing for Fiona's class on Wednesday and get that done too. I also have an 8 page booklet on Paramore tostart finish off. >.>
I should probably get started on some of this now that I think about it.
Since it's a computer based course, everything is up on the shared drived (area that pupils and teachers can access to put up work/lessons etc.) so it's not a huge problem if I miss class because I can still keep up with the work. I just don't want them to think I'm being lazy or non committal. I'm trying hard and I do have a lot to do this week, but I'm determined to get it done. I'm just worrying because I can usually finish things pretty fast. Does that mean I'm doing it wrong or am I just good at it? So much needing done. Finally got indesign and illustrator on my laptop as 30 day trials and will get dreamweaver on tonight or tomorrow if I can. I can't afford the several hundred pounds at least it'll cost me to get the programs permanently. Not really sure what to do about that.
My friend from high school came down and found me in here, it was really great to see her again. I haven't seen her since the Harry Potter party in September. I got three hugs and felt a lot better after talking to her. She reckons I should definitely speak to my doctor about the newfound lump in my chin since "that's no natural!" so I might go tomorrow just to make sure I haven't damaged anything too much. It would be my luck to do something stupid, seriously injure myself, and not realise until over a week later.
Rie booked tickets so she can come see me over my birthday/new year so I'm really excited about that. When she was here before we spent hours just sitting on my bed talking and cuddling and it just felt so special and perfect. I've never felt so close to anyone before. It was beautiful. As if it was just us in that moment and nothing else mattered. <3
Today I need to design a poster for anti-bullying (focussing on LGBT bullying) and work out what I'm supposed to be doing for Fiona's class on Wednesday and get that done too. I also have an 8 page booklet on Paramore to
I should probably get started on some of this now that I think about it.
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