TeenHelp
Get Advice Quick Ask Support Forums Today's Posts Chat Room

Get Advice Connect with TeenHelp Resources
HelpLINK Chat and Live Help Facebook     Twitter     Tumblr     Instagram    Safety Zone
   Hotlines
   Alternatives
   Calendar

You are not registered or have not logged in
Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!) As a guest you can submit help requests, create and reply to Forum posts, join our Chat Room and read our range of articles & resources. By registering you will be able to get fully involved in our community and enjoy features such as connect with members worldwide, add friends & send messages, express yourself through a Blog, find others with similar interests in Social Groups, post pictures and links, set up a profile and more! Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!



Rate this Entry

Blank.

Submit "Blank." to Digg Submit "Blank." to del.icio.us Submit "Blank." to StumbleUpon Submit "Blank." to Google
Posted September 7th 2011 at 07:43 AM by LlamaLlamaDuck

I have to leave for college in 20 minutes. It's taken me the past almost half hour I've been up to make myself get dressed and ready.
I can feel it happening again. Started thinking of different ways to get out of college. Still am. But I can't.! SAAS haven't even approved my course funding yet. And they've moved the required attendance up to 95% which is ridiculous.
I thought it'd be better this year. Because I actually like the course and how much freedom I have over it. There's a lot I can do at home if I can't get it done in class and it's easier to go at my own pace.
It's scaring me. Feeling like this last year had me thinking about jumping in front of a bus. It had me cutting more and I don't want to go back to that. I was so miserable.
I thought about dropping out and getting a full time job, but that's not possible either since I couldn't work mornings if I'm feeling like this. My parents wouldn't let me just sit at home all day.
I can't deal with feeling this way just now. I'm only on my third week! Up until now I enjoyed it and looked forward to college. Now I just want to die in a hole.
Meeting with support staff tomorrow.
Wondering if since everything is up online, maybe I can do more from home and not have to be in as much. Which I know is stupid at 2 1/2 days. I feel so pathetic for not being able to handle such a pathetically small amount of time in college.
So pathetic and useless. Why bother.
Posted in Uncategorized
Views 308 Comments 0 Email Blog Entry
« Prev     Main     Next »

Total Comments 0

Comments

 
 
User Infomation
Your Avatar

Latest Articles & News
- by Mel
- by Halcyon

Advertisement



All material copyright ©1998-2024, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints | Mobile

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.