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Nightmares. (Trig: Abuse)
Posted July 16th 2011 at 11:06 AM by LlamaLlamaDuck
Nightmares. Constant. Last night was horrible. Got a good 11 hours or so of sleep and I'm still exhausted.
Was dreaming about my cousin. We were in the pool with a load of other people and she refused to leave me alone. She kept grabbing me. Hurting me. Pulling me under the water. Pinning me down. Pulling off my swimsuit and touching me.
I was so scared and nothing I did would get her off me. No matter how much I cried and screamed and shouted and kicked out, no one paid any attention. They all knew what was happening, they just chose to ignore it.
Still panicking. So scared of anyone being near me. I just want to curl up in my bed and hide. Don't want to get out of bed. Or leave my room.
Don't want her to hurt me. Don't let her hurt me.
Was dreaming about my cousin. We were in the pool with a load of other people and she refused to leave me alone. She kept grabbing me. Hurting me. Pulling me under the water. Pinning me down. Pulling off my swimsuit and touching me.
I was so scared and nothing I did would get her off me. No matter how much I cried and screamed and shouted and kicked out, no one paid any attention. They all knew what was happening, they just chose to ignore it.Still panicking. So scared of anyone being near me. I just want to curl up in my bed and hide. Don't want to get out of bed. Or leave my room.
Don't want her to hurt me. Don't let her hurt me.
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