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Urgh.

Posted April 27th 2011 at 07:42 AM by LlamaLlamaDuck

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Supposed to be going to placement today. Actually just going for a walk till everyone's left and coming back home. Can't handle it today. Will go back next wednesday.
So tired. So fucked up. Was dreaming about cutting. About people being able to see me. I was in my old house (why do I keep dreaming about that?) and it was dark outside. I'm a little obsessive about not having gaps in the blinds when it's dark out because I panic about seeing something. In the dream, every time I fixed the blinds. Here would be another gap when I looked. Always.
I then dreamt I had a blade made of copper. Wanted to use it. Bad.
Still do. Don't have any copper but I do have a blade and I want to cut deep.
Hate this. Off to my stupid going to placement charade.

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1. 	stay strong (L) you can do this
   	Posted April 27th 2011 at 12:30 PM by Palmolive

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