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Blades. (trig)
Posted March 31st 2011 at 11:37 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck
Blades came in today. Only 5 of them. Disposable. Doesn't mean they can't be recycled and used again. And again. And again.
I'm home alone tomorrow. I'm kind of afraid. I know I have to get on the wii to see if I lost anything. And I know I'll more than likely have gained weight. If I have I'll cut and overdose and refuse to eat. I can't gain anymore.
I won't.
So triggered tonight. Trying to hide it. I want to cut deep and not think about the consequences. I want the blood to be running down and dripping everywhere. I need to feel it. No point in bothering to fight it.
So I won't.
I'm home alone tomorrow. I'm kind of afraid. I know I have to get on the wii to see if I lost anything. And I know I'll more than likely have gained weight. If I have I'll cut and overdose and refuse to eat. I can't gain anymore.
I won't.So triggered tonight. Trying to hide it. I want to cut deep and not think about the consequences. I want the blood to be running down and dripping everywhere. I need to feel it. No point in bothering to fight it.
So I won't.
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