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I'm ready to give up. (Triggering)
Posted March 28th 2011 at 10:26 AM by LlamaLlamaDuck
Updated March 28th 2011 at 11:34 AM by Palmolive (Adding triggering prefix)
Updated March 28th 2011 at 11:34 AM by Palmolive (Adding triggering prefix)
Sitting in college. Trying to stay awake. Today's been so long already. Cut this morning. Argued with mum. Walked to Asda and got a new pencil sharpener, pliers and a first aid kit. Had all my blades in my pocket already.
Walked to the graveyard and cried. Just lay on the ground there for a while.
Walked to a park round the corner from my old school. Sat there and took the blades out of the sharpener. Sat on the swing for a while. Just swinging and staring at the ground.
I'm ready to give up. I want to cut deeper. Overdose. Starve. Disappear.
I've spent weeks denying it. Thinking it will pass. It still hasn't and I honestly have no idea what to do now.
I don't want to wake up in the morning. But hiding it is easier. People have their own problems to deal with. I'm not important.
Give up already. I have.
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Nat. I don't know what to say. I wish I could make everything better. I want you know that you ARE important. You are so important and you deserve help and you deserve support. I'm here for you if you ever need me, my inbox is always open. Stay strong dear. Things can get better xPosted March 28th 2011 at 11:35 AM by Palmolive
