I'm ready to give up. (Triggering)
Posted March 28th 2011 at 10:26 AM by LlamaLlamaDuck
Updated March 28th 2011 at 11:34 AM by Palmolive (Adding triggering prefix)
Updated March 28th 2011 at 11:34 AM by Palmolive (Adding triggering prefix)
Sitting in college. Trying to stay awake. Today's been so long already. Cut this morning. Argued with mum. Walked to Asda and got a new pencil sharpener, pliers and a first aid kit. Had all my blades in my pocket already.
Walked to the graveyard and cried. Just lay on the ground there for a while.
Walked to a park round the corner from my old school. Sat there and took the blades out of the sharpener. Sat on the swing for a while. Just swinging and staring at the ground.
I'm ready to give up. I want to cut deeper. Overdose. Starve. Disappear.
I've spent weeks denying it. Thinking it will pass. It still hasn't and I honestly have no idea what to do now.
I don't want to wake up in the morning. But hiding it is easier. People have their own problems to deal with. I'm not important.
Give up already. I have.
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Posted March 28th 2011 at 11:35 AM by Palmolive