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Fairytales vs. Reality

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Posted March 16th 2011 at 06:20 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck



Somewhere too far for us to find
forgotten the taste and smell
of the world that she's left behind.


I don't know where I am. I feel like I'm stuck at a dead end with nowhere to go. I need to get out of here for a while. But everyone seems so set against me studying in England. My tutor thinks I'm not well enough. My dad thinks it's stupid. Mum probably agrees with dad. He said he wouldn't support me if I did go. I don't know if that means financially or emotionally but I don't want his money. It would however be nice if they supported me on what I want to do for once, though. Because now I don't know what I want.
I want need to get out of here. And going to England for a few days is really difficult because before I even know when or if I'm going, I start panicking about having to leave again. If something happened and I wasn't there I'd never forgive myself. Maybe I'm too protective. I don't know.
I'm probably just being really stupid. Why did I even bother looking at the college and emailing them and applying for a job? It's never going to happen I'm just being idiotic. Again.
So what else is new?


In my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me.
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    I'm not set against it

    You are not being idiotic or really stupid. You are looking at your options, which is very clever <3

    Listen to your heart and go where it takes you. You're amazing x
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    Posted March 16th 2011 at 08:06 PM by Nomophobia Nomophobia is offline
 
 
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