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Hold on, baby, you're losing it.
Posted March 11th 2011 at 09:38 AM by LlamaLlamaDuck
Can't do anything right, can I? Saw my doctor today. I had a list of thing she needed to know on a small bit of paper. But I sat and fidgeted with it the whole time.
Told her I overdosed again. Refused another blood test. She gave me a booklet with some numbers in it. Said to call one of them if I wanted to overdose again.
She knows I'm still cutting but doesn't seem hugely concerned about it. Luckily. Couldn't find the words to tell her I don't feel safe when I'm home on my own. Instead I'm hiding in bed, blocking out the world. Trying not to give in and cut my arms to shreds.
I'm fine.
Told her I overdosed again. Refused another blood test. She gave me a booklet with some numbers in it. Said to call one of them if I wanted to overdose again.
She knows I'm still cutting but doesn't seem hugely concerned about it. Luckily. Couldn't find the words to tell her I don't feel safe when I'm home on my own. Instead I'm hiding in bed, blocking out the world. Trying not to give in and cut my arms to shreds.
I'm fine.
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Shhh. <3 You can do this, gorgeous. Next time I come up, I'll help you with the doctors, yus?Posted March 11th 2011 at 10:11 AM by Bibliophile
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You can do this chicka, you're amazing. You know where I am.
<3Posted March 11th 2011 at 12:09 PM by Palmolive
