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Posted July 1st 2010 at 11:43 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck
I be happiness today xD
Despite being horribly triggered by literally nothing for the past 4 or 5 days, I'm finding it almost not too hard to stay distracted
A very special person I've been friends with for a long time finally was totally honest with me. We never acted like friends anyway
<3
That same friend left for a short holiday earlier, not without lecturing me on the dangers of:
- Not looking where I'm going whilst cycling with no hands.
- Climbing on logs while they are wet/without paying attention.
- Jumping on the bed.
- Running on laminate floor.
- Going out of my depth in the pool when the wave machine comes on.
- Getting too close to the fire when toasting marshmallows.
She then employed another friend to keep an eye on me and email her if anything happened.
The innuendos have been HILARIOUS.
My brother was begging my dad to play tennis with him saying, and I quote, "Come on dad, lets get some man-on-man action!"
No less then 24 hours later my mum was talking about waking me early for a Tai Chi session we had booked for this morning and said "Do you want me to knock you up in the morning?"
I love my family.
Unfortunately, I had another bad dream this morning.
It wasn't my totally evil aunt, it was her sister who is evil just maybe not quite as much. We were at her house for a family party and she was sitting there with a glass of wine. My mum was sitting next to her and I remember telling my dad I wanted to go home, I was already crying. Something usually happens before I wind up sobbing but I just started then which was different.
My aunt turned to my mum and, without being at all rude or confrontational, started making comments about how she didn't know why she'd invited us, she didn't expect us to come and basically just didn't want us there. Mum was replying, just as politely but basically having undertones that were just as mean and nasty as what my aunt had said. I kept crying and eventually we did go home.
Then I was coming out of college and my cousin was there, she was being really nice and wanted me to wait with her. After a few minutes I realised that her mother was coming to pick her up and I said no and walked away. She caught up with me and I ended up curled up on the ground, sobbing, while she told me that I had to stop running away from this, but it was in a way that somehow comforted me.
This scares me slightly since I have had dreams with messages in them before which have been weird.
Despite being horribly triggered by literally nothing for the past 4 or 5 days, I'm finding it almost not too hard to stay distracted
A very special person I've been friends with for a long time finally was totally honest with me. We never acted like friends anyway
<3That same friend left for a short holiday earlier, not without lecturing me on the dangers of:
- Not looking where I'm going whilst cycling with no hands.
- Climbing on logs while they are wet/without paying attention.
- Jumping on the bed.
- Running on laminate floor.
- Going out of my depth in the pool when the wave machine comes on.
- Getting too close to the fire when toasting marshmallows.
She then employed another friend to keep an eye on me and email her if anything happened.
The innuendos have been HILARIOUS.
My brother was begging my dad to play tennis with him saying, and I quote, "Come on dad, lets get some man-on-man action!"
No less then 24 hours later my mum was talking about waking me early for a Tai Chi session we had booked for this morning and said "Do you want me to knock you up in the morning?"
I love my family.Unfortunately, I had another bad dream this morning.
It wasn't my totally evil aunt, it was her sister who is evil just maybe not quite as much. We were at her house for a family party and she was sitting there with a glass of wine. My mum was sitting next to her and I remember telling my dad I wanted to go home, I was already crying. Something usually happens before I wind up sobbing but I just started then which was different.
My aunt turned to my mum and, without being at all rude or confrontational, started making comments about how she didn't know why she'd invited us, she didn't expect us to come and basically just didn't want us there. Mum was replying, just as politely but basically having undertones that were just as mean and nasty as what my aunt had said. I kept crying and eventually we did go home.
Then I was coming out of college and my cousin was there, she was being really nice and wanted me to wait with her. After a few minutes I realised that her mother was coming to pick her up and I said no and walked away. She caught up with me and I ended up curled up on the ground, sobbing, while she told me that I had to stop running away from this, but it was in a way that somehow comforted me.
This scares me slightly since I have had dreams with messages in them before which have been weird.
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