Little ranty catch up on my life
Posted February 25th 2011 at 10:11 AM by Liz94
Ok so I came out to friends in October and mum and sis in Janurary about me being a Lesbian ...It went Ok. Friends tease me sometimes but they mean it in good nature.
Had a SH relapse in November and January, but after 2-3 weeks I managed to stop. Now that everything is out in the open and I have excepted everything including the fact that I get depressions and that I can be a gay christian etc I am hopeing that Janurary 27th was the last time I will ever SH.
For SH awareness day I am going to hopefully do my bit by wearing a bead bracelet with orange beads and 1 white one to show that I am a recovering SHer. I also if allowed will do a talk to the class and be apart of online surveys and discussions.
Being yr 11 things are heating up as exams loom. I have a maths resist on the 1st of March but I am sure I will be fine.
As I hinted at earlier I have had troubles with my faith I couldn't trust God, But last night I light a candle prayed and sat in silence and God came to me again and I can now truat him completly.
Insomnia is getting better I am not taking as long to get to sleep and even though I am waking up reguarly through the night I am getting more sleep which is a great thing as it was making me short tempered and exhausted to the point tears.
Anyway that is where I am at right now
Hope you are all doing ok
xxx
Had a SH relapse in November and January, but after 2-3 weeks I managed to stop. Now that everything is out in the open and I have excepted everything including the fact that I get depressions and that I can be a gay christian etc I am hopeing that Janurary 27th was the last time I will ever SH.
For SH awareness day I am going to hopefully do my bit by wearing a bead bracelet with orange beads and 1 white one to show that I am a recovering SHer. I also if allowed will do a talk to the class and be apart of online surveys and discussions.
Being yr 11 things are heating up as exams loom. I have a maths resist on the 1st of March but I am sure I will be fine.
As I hinted at earlier I have had troubles with my faith I couldn't trust God, But last night I light a candle prayed and sat in silence and God came to me again and I can now truat him completly.
Insomnia is getting better I am not taking as long to get to sleep and even though I am waking up reguarly through the night I am getting more sleep which is a great thing as it was making me short tempered and exhausted to the point tears.
Anyway that is where I am at right now
Hope you are all doing ok
xxx
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