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Whats been going on
Posted December 15th 2011 at 10:53 PM by Liz94
Ok so in September I took leave as a staff member to try and sort myself out, as I could feel myself getting lower and lower.
Well since then...
1. I have fallen out with a girl I was sort of unofficailly seeing, made up, fallen out and made up again.
2. bunked off 7 lessons ( I am in year 12 doing my AS levels) and come up with pathetic reasons why.
3. I have relapsed in self harm
4. my relationship with God has been very up and down.
it all built up and up and got lower and lower, then I overdosed at the end of last week. I am in many ways glad I didn't die, but in others not.
Still I am taking me still being here and the OD as a wakeup call, a sign from God that I need to start recovering again.
So that is where I am at and a brief summary of whats been going on.
Well since then...
1. I have fallen out with a girl I was sort of unofficailly seeing, made up, fallen out and made up again.
2. bunked off 7 lessons ( I am in year 12 doing my AS levels) and come up with pathetic reasons why.
3. I have relapsed in self harm
4. my relationship with God has been very up and down.
it all built up and up and got lower and lower, then I overdosed at the end of last week. I am in many ways glad I didn't die, but in others not.
Still I am taking me still being here and the OD as a wakeup call, a sign from God that I need to start recovering again.
So that is where I am at and a brief summary of whats been going on.
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