I realize this is a couple hours late but here it is anways :P

I had a hard time deciding which of the three people I was thinking about was my actual best friend.

I narrowed it down to Derek, DA, or Maddie.
Derek and I used to be enemies and we'd fight all the time. Usually ending with me beating his ass, of course he wont admit to that now tho :P, but we ended up being really good friends. I've already told him that he is promised the spot of best man at my wedding....

Lol theres not much to say on this topic either. I went to work and cashiered all day. It was fucking busy in walmart and its going to be even worse tom. The roads were really icy going into work and then it was snowing all day and even started sleeting at one point. I was supposed to work until 10, but I found someone to take the last hour and a half of my shift so I could drive the 20 mile long drive home earlier rather then later.

Then when I got home my girfriend said that it was...

Once again this is a blog topic that could go in many different directions as there are many different types of love. There is romantic love which is what I'm sure most people would assume first upon glancing at the title.

There is also love for a close friend, or family members.

For me though, love is defined by caring so much about someone that you would do almost anything for them. Love is staying up on the phone all night comforting your best friend after her grandpa...

Ok I must admit I'm kinda a fail eater so this blog will be quite short. All I had today was a microwave pizza. I usually only eat once a day, sometimes I might make something later at night if I get hungry. ummm I can't really think of anything else to say. sooo baaaai

Lol o dear. What a topic. hahaha

While they are my parents, sometimes I really wish I could just get away for them for a very extended period of time. My mother especially used to be very overprotective and that really pissed me off at times. It got so bad that when I turned 18 I basically cut her out of my life for awhile.

My dad was never as bad. He always treated me like an adult and that was part of the reason I got along better with him I think.

My dad...

Hmm my first love huh? Well the first person I can say that I truly loved was my best friend Maddie. She was also the person that I loved the longest.

I honestly used to think that we would end up together. We would spend hours on the phone every day and night talking. And even when there was nothing to say we'd just laugh at our own little inside jokes.

There was no one that knew me better then her, no one that could make me smile when all I wanted to do scream; and there...

Um I suppose I am supposed to introduce myself. My name is Dan. I like listening to loud music so Ill prolly go deaf at some point in my life :P. Favorite types are pretty much anything that isnt country even though I do listen to a few country songs.

I also read a lot, or used to. I have a wall of books in my room and ive read pretty much all of them. I guess U could classify myself as a typical nerd. Ive always liked messing around with stuff on my computer and playing games. ...

Day 01 – Introduce
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day...

You know I thought that Id have learned that you cant fucking trust people by now. I don't know why I keep doing it; guess im just a fucking idiot.

So I had figured out what I was gonna get my gf for a gift when she came down here, and was kinda excited about it and decided to tell a mutual friend of ours about it. She thought it was funny and apparently didn't feel the need to help keep it a secret. She frickin decided to tell my gf what it was, and then acted like she didnt fucking...

Lol I curse one tree hill. It's making me think of things that I never considered very important before. I mean to me the past has always been the past and that's where it should stay. But what happens after watching the episodes tonight? Of course its all brought up again in my mind.

I don't understand why this is happening now. I suppose partially because of the dreams that I've been having lately, in addition to comments that my girlfriend has been making in jest.

For...