The title kinda says it all. This weekend has been amazing and at the same time just as confusing. I know in my head that I dont need to fear that which is scaring the shit out of me. But in my heart I just can't stop. It's stupid I know, but I cant stop overthinking things,(ironic huh?)

First of all I drove 9 hours to meet my girlfriend.
It was kinda what I was expecting, but there were a few differences lmao. She was a lot less shy then I expected.

Idk maybe...

Yes I realize that I promised I was going to bed, but I couldn't sleep so I got up and watched a movie. *laughs* So I watched Letters to Juliet. And yes it was a total and complete chick flick . Who cares, Still was a good movie.

I got to admit that the concept of what if is possible the scariest concept I can think of. What if I had done this, what if I hadn't. What If i hadn't met you, what if I hadn't told you (admittedly I didnt but u still get my point )

I had...

What is love, is it just a chemical in the brain? Or something more? How do you know when you truly love someone? As opposed to just liking them? What makes love in the romantic sense different from in the familial sense?

These questions keep swirling in my brain, over and over. And try as I might I don't know how to answer them.

There's this girl, and at first, she was just a really good friend. But then later my feelings started changing. And now *shrugs* I'm falling...

Soooooo, lol I got bored and decided, "why not write a blog post." Of course I blame becca for that because I read all of hers today but still

So lately I feel like my life consists nothing more then work and then sitting on the computer talking to people. I mean don't get me wrong, I love my friends on here that I talk to. I just feel like I have no life. I want things to do, I want to go hang out with people. But any friends I used to have, are either busy all...