Thank you

You say you love me but you turn your back on me.
You say you care about me but you never show it.
You say you'll be there till the end but you aren't here now.
You say I'll survive this but clearly I'm not.
You yell at me and tell me to smile but it's hard to smile when I feel terrible.
I just want you to love me for who I am and not the fake me.
I just want to not have you anymore and find someone else.
Luckily I think I found someone who cares about me.
You wouldn't care anyway.
Why am I telling you this?
I guess I just want you to be jealous of him.
I am finally feeling better.
I don't want you to come back and ruin what I have found.
I have finally found happiness.
And it feels so good.
This is a new feeling for me.
I've only felt it when I was young.
When I had no worries.
Until you came along.
All I have to say is thank you for leaving me to almost kill myself.
I am stronger than I have ever been before...
Thank you, bae, for coming along and changing my life.
You made me smile when I wasn't feeling like living anymore.
I wont say I love you but I definitely like you.
I hope you never leave....