You're Lucky *Trig*

You are a lucky dude if my mean ass like you.
You are lucky because you don't go through what I do.
You are lucky you don't have to see me at my worst.
You are lucky I am nice to you.
You are lucky because I chose you.
You should be proud of yourself.
You should be relieved none of those other bitches took you.
I might be crazy, but I treat my boyfriends right.
But you let me fade away.
You said you loved me then you cheated.
Why did you lie?
You're lucky I didn't beat your ass right then and there.
I love you more than life itself.
I was ready to kill myself when I found out.
Why would you do that shit?
"Old habits never die."
Well, my old habits have kicked back in.
I guess it was an "old habit" to date one of my best friends.
You're lucky I let you go when I did.
Cause one day I am going to kill myself.
All because of you.
You had me tying the rope,
Counting the pills,
Cutting till I hit the vein.
I hope you're happy with her.
I was never happy.
Especially in the end.
No one can save me now.
I have tied the rope,
Finished the whole bottle of pills,
And finally cut to the vein.
Congratulations, you killed me.