My flatmate is moving today. Our property manager hasn't shown up to do the final inspection for her, but I plan to keep the place immaculate, so there's no doubt that she will get her bond back. As she's said, I will miss her. Probably not as much as she thinks I will, because the place she's moving to is within walking distance, but still. It's going to be different, we moved in here together and we've been here for six months. So, things are about to change and be different.

I...

Well, more or less.
This week, I did everything I intended to do with my money, and I still have a little left over so I'll probably go to the bakery for lunch. Good times.

The only negative, as far as money is concerned, is that we still haven't received a power bill, and I am shit-scared about how big it's going to be. We've been here since the end of July, so that's 6 months worth of power for two people - it's easily a grand. I plan to start putting $30 aside every week...

Huh, just realised, Valentine's is in a month . . . I have never, ever had a date on Valentine's. Oh well, forever alone.

Also, it got to about 5:30pm before I realised that today is Karina's birthday. As soon as I remembered I sent her a text. And for once, I actually got a reply. That's always nice.

I found out why we had a sudden influx of flies, despite our anti-bug-spray-automatic-wall-thingy - earlier this week, my flatmate was cleaning out the freezer of things...

Well, sort of. Didn't fall asleep until around 5am (accursed weather), and resultantly didn't get up until just after midday.

I then spent approximately two hours mopping fly shit off the ceilings. On the bright side, the ceilings look like they've been freshly painted. However, I was literally dripping sweat the entire time. But it's done now, and that's not something that needs doing very often.

Then, just now, I cleaned my room (minor task really) and vaccuumed it,...

But, that's sort of okay. Me and my flatmate were melting on the lounge around 3 this afternoon, when Tristan texted and asked if he could come over. Being as we were doing nothing and simply trying not to become pools of human, we said sure. He got here and he was like, you guys want to go for a swim? We were like, at a beach? And he said yes, and we said fuck yeah!, changed into appropriate attire, and went out.

Maybe it was later than three? Must have been, because it was after...

I wake up really early. Really early. Like usually, between 4:30am and 5:30am. It's not even deliberate, it's a lightness thing. It doesn't matter what time I go to sleep, because it gets light around then, so I wake up then.

On the bright side, I don't get up then, so often after a few hours I'll fall asleep again. The result? I usually get out of bed around half past eleven. And then just keep feeling tired all the time. Not really a lot I can do about it.

Saw my...

Thank you to my two new followers on tumblr, you're great, but you'll have to bear with my noobiness whilst I learn my way around it.

I've been playing RuneScape whilst TH has been down, although being in f2p it's just not as fun. I want to get the Premier Club Gold Membership thing - it's a year's membership plus other goodies - it's $92.95NZD though, so I won't be able to get it straight away. Good thing it's available until the end of January then!

We get paid tomorrow....

Hopefully the link will work! It's a link to my tumblr, where I've posted my art, because according to Tumblr's terms and conditions, I maintain the copyright and intellectual property rights to stuff I post on it.

Beware, at times I may post triggering stuff on my tumblr, so yeah, bear that in mind.

Linky.

Any comments, etc, people wanting to follow me would be welcomed.


Also, most of my posts are fairly noob, aside from the...

The physical symptoms of depression.

Guess what? Messed up sleep, headaches, nausea, and diarrohea are all on the list, as well as exhaustion/fatigue. Messed up appetite is on there too. I really need to find a way to weigh myself to see if my weight has changed.
Guess what? I already suspected I was low, and this just confirmed it for me.

It's the 5th today. My next appointment with Judy isn't until the 18th, and Leisa doesn't come back until the 21st. I'll...

Went to pharmacy, picked up meds.
Went to supermarket, bought a loaf of bread.
Bread has gone up 10c. Lame.

Just standing outside having a smoke just now, thinking to myself -

What if I'm not actually unwell? What if I really just want attention? What if I'm not actually suicidal, I just want somebody else to take care of me? I don't know man. I get really depressed, but is that real? I get massive urges to do stuff, but doesn't everybody? I'm really

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