But, I may have made a breakthrough. Whilst I was laying on my bed, clutching my head because I had another headache I realised . . . it's likely to be eye-strain. Now, this is not good news. I got new lenses only a year or so ago, and at 24, my eyes shouldn't be changing that fast. But I'm keeping well hydrated, so it isn't dehydration, and I notice the headaches get worst when I try and read. So I suppose a trip to the optometrist is due in the not too distant future.

Tuesday -...

Okay, so, periods are really gross, do not like. I mean, seriously, who would be glad to have to deal with a load of icky. . . stuff . . . and suchlike. /rant.

Apparently Leisa is probably coming over later on today, so I will update about the wedding clothes thing later. Awkward enough as it is, now I have to do it while I have my period. Could not be a much worse situation, in my opinion.

Have lots of cavefish. Banking once I hit 1000, because I'm not wielding a weapon...

So, I knew I was going to get my period around now, because for the last year or so I've spotted for a couple of days beforehand.

Was not prepared for the pain. Feels absolutely crippling and I slept basically all day because it was too much to do anything else with. Thank goodness Leisa didn't call to take me out today or anything, I would not have survived. Nearly cried. Nearly threw up. At one point, almost fainted into sleep. The pain was, quite seriously, that bad. It's not as...

Tristan came over last night. Result? Up until 11pm, massive headache, took ages to go to sleep, didn't cut.

I got 85 fishing earlier today, and I have bought enough fishing bait to take me to 90 fishing.

I haven't felt very talkative today. Just been doing my own thing. Reading, RuneScape, Jetpack Joyride. Thinking about what I will be allowed to eat during my fasts. Because you still have to input something, assuming you're not anorexic. I've decided that any fruits...

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It's nearly halfway through Saturday. I got out of bed at about 10:30am, after literally about 12 hours in bed, though not all of them sleeping. I've had breakfast. It wasn't exactly a healthy breakfast (instant packet food/snack food), but at least it's something. I can't figure out if I'm hungry or I just like the taste of things.

The minor self-harm is continuing. My keyworker is a little worried that I'll slip somewhat and it will get out of control. I don't really care, to be...

The Monday to Friday week, at any rate.

I'm tired. My head hurts because my neck won't click. I ate too much. The part of my bra that goes around my ribcage is far too tight. I have gas, but I'm hesitant to fart because my flatmate is still awake. And the funeral has been post-poned until Tuesday at 2:00pm.

Leisa said the money for the clothes shopping didn't go through so it'll be done on Monday or Tuesday of next week. If it ends up being Monday, then I'll go to the...

So, today was meant to be quite busy, and I got out of bed at about 9:00am after tossing and turning and panicking for hours.

Today was originally meant to go: clothes shopping with Leisa, appointment with Judy, Chris's funeral.
Chris's funeral has been post-poned, and Leisa rang this morning to say we can't do the clothes shopping today (and I am very happy about this) because the funds hadn't come through. I don't really want to go clothes shopping so that made me happy....

Yeah, 4 days TH was down for. I don't blame anyone, I just find that blogging helps me, so I've been waiting for it to come back online.

On the 19th, Chris Jonkers died in a motorcycle accident. I found out through facebook on Tuesday evening. His funeral is at Waikumete Cemetery on Friday at 2:00pm. I need to find out if I can move my appointment with Judy (which is meant to be 12:30 - 1:30 this week), and if Lyn would be willing to drive me there. I need to find these things out...

Some stuff got crossed of my "waiting to be done" list.

Bedroom - unnaturally clean. Everything has been tidied/put away/now has the surface showing. So two desks - now with accesible desk tops. Two chests of drawers (one's big, one small), now with much less junk being displayed. Two bookshelves, pretty much the same because I'm fairly tidy about my book storage. Plus I put my clean clothes away. And I even vaccuumed. It kept me busy for about three hours yesterday afternoon,...